Hi...Again

Okay, well hi to the world that reads this if anyone ever does! Because I'm such a night owl and I have barely any life I'm posting again. I need to find away to make sure I've been consulted for a couple of my friends' outfits next week. I need to make one look fabulous and the other just needs to look like the cute pretty girl she is when she isn't wearing stuff 3 sizes to big for her. She's so nice and thin (in the healthy way) and she doesn't show it off! I don't get why people that have this thin little waist wear stuff that's made to distract from your stomach. Ugh! I really need to lose like 20--30 pounds, according to one of my friends I look thinner than her and I think she only thinks that because I have big ass boobs (that I despise!!) to balance it out a little. I'm so glad I've got a reason to not eat any of the crap that got me into the over 170lbs situation. I get really bad stomach aches from eating any more than one (one Red Vine, one scoop of this, one one one one) of those horrible pieces of junk. I mean I can't help but like it even though I know how bad it is for me. Anyways I'm getting used to eating barely any of it-- I haven't had that junk in my house for a while and then when the other people I live with (my dad and brother) decided to not bother with my rules about what not to have in the house I broke (no willpower) and had some and got a really bad stomach ache. So now I need them to stop getting this stuff. The only reason we went back to this is because when my mom left my brother alone while my dad and I were away at something I had to go to and my brother didn't want to go to, she didn't make it clear that she was coming back. There wasn't a lot of food in the house so my brother took some of his money and went to the grocery store, and being the little slob he is he got a bunch of junk that was still there when we got back. So none of it was suppose to re-enter the house again after this batch was gone. What does my dad get the next time he goes grocery shopping? He gets some of the same crap that I love to taste though I don't want to eat it. And stupid me even stomach aches don't keep me away. So what am I going to do? I'm going to re-print the rules but-- with only one and it's exception (if it's stuff I hate or it's baked chips it's aloud in) per page. and the ones that don't have exceptions can all go ahead and be on the same page. I want to lose weight, I might have lost 15lbs since a while ago when i started this and now I don't want it back, I might have even lost more than that! I mean I was wearing this tee-shirt that usually fit pretty well I could pull it about an inch or 2 away from my stomach. Now it went out about a foot!! I don't want whatever I lost back and I'm not gonna get it!! Fight my stupid taste buds to 140lbs!!! That's my goal right now anyways-- I wonder... if I loose that much will my mother stop telling my I'm fat. I mean she was surprised when she saw some of the stuff I wear and found out I had figured out what looked good on me. Hello!!!!!!! I know what you're supposed to wear to minimize your stomach!! Stuff with a band under the bust and stuff with that kind of shape, skinny jeans and tight see through tees don't work-- I'm a year ahead in math and if I worked at it I could be a straight A student. I'm not an idiot when it comes to life and fashion!! Sometimes she can be so... I don't want to say it.

First Post

Hi? I think-- sorry first blog. Thank God school is almost over I thought I was going to die!! I still might since I need to take a 3 day test, another test, another test, and whatever other homework they give out the last 3 days of class. Blah!! And if I don't completely break down from that (not that I haven't gone crazy already ;) ) I need to make a bunch of these really good but really time and energy consuming cakes for my brother, possibly my band class, and possibly my history class. I'm going to loose my mind!! Oh wait... I already have!! ;) At least that's what I call typing 27,000 words on one thing (for fun!!) in just a few months. It would have gone faster if other stuff would stop getting in the way. Oh and I feel like I should explain why I called this blog "Summer Nights " (don't ask me why sometimes I just do weird stuff). I called it that because summer break is almost here, and I'm not a day person. I'll be so glad when I can get back to my normal schedule-- staying up all night and sleeping all day. Why oh why? Why did I have to be the "vampire" in my group of friends-- you know the one that's always tired because it's light out and loves drinking water more than soda and after getting a really bad stomach ache never even wants to look at another Oreo again? Yeah that's me. The fact that I read about and write about vampires and happen to have a "gift" for predicting -- like Alice in Twilight (that's where the name came from)-- doesn't really stop the leech effect either. If only I could get that one person to shut up and stop yelling at me because I happen to like Twilight and she disagrees with everyone. So she yells at me even though her other friends like Twilight too. Because I'm the vampire even though we have another friend who's more like Bella who's the one that falls in love with the "abusive" (according to the little twit that won't leave it alone) Edward. I can't wait till next year when we'll be in different schools-- I'll miss the werewolf -- the friend most like Jacob, we call her Jay but I prefer to say werewolf, Jay works too but I happen to be the really weird one. Like I said-- 27,000 words in a few months, "psychic" abilities, and I like cloudy days better than sunny ones. I hope I never become normal!!
to quote me!!~~ if everyone in the world was normal the world would be a very boring place